One month ago, I got the news that confirmed that IVF did not work. It has been a tough month. There are so many of my friends/acquaintances that are having babies - 2 recently born and one announcement of pregnancy. It is so hard. I am happy for them and wish them the best but I really want to be in their shoes. I really do. Maybe I should go off Facebook so I won't have to know - but then again, I want to share in their joy. But I really want that joy too.
No miracle occurred for us this month.
Can I just hide?
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Dreams Dashed
It has been 3 weeks since the last post. I am not pregnant. What a horrible week that was. I cried and cried. I was so sure it would be successful but it was not.
I figured that was it. But seeing kids, it breaks my heart. I just want to cry and hide.
However, I always have a bit of hope.
I know weight plays and issue in fertility. I am going to lose weight.
D and I are going to go to the natural path and see if there is anything that Dan can take that is natural.
If the Dr. agrees to do one more round of IUI, we will do it in the summer.
I am NOT telling anyone.
Am I a fool? Who knows but I do have to try this one more time.
I figured that was it. But seeing kids, it breaks my heart. I just want to cry and hide.
However, I always have a bit of hope.
I know weight plays and issue in fertility. I am going to lose weight.
D and I are going to go to the natural path and see if there is anything that Dan can take that is natural.
If the Dr. agrees to do one more round of IUI, we will do it in the summer.
I am NOT telling anyone.
Am I a fool? Who knows but I do have to try this one more time.
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